IE: My doll that is ultimate fantasy become impossibly pretty. Perfect locks, perfect human body, perfect but adaptable character, healthier life style, perfect garments, little face, doe-like eyes, small nose, etc.
October 2017. Image thanks to Insanity’s Equilibrium.
Finally We contacted Kiya K., also CinnaDolly, Residing Doll. “Kiya lives in Southern Ca, where CinnaDolly brings together Kiya’s desire for Lolita tradition, human anatomy modification, lifestyle fashion, and BDSM. Kiya has embraced her passion to be residing art since a teenager, whenever dial-up modems remained brand new and there clearly was no internet. Today, Kiya life and explores environments that are surreal self-assigned tasks to go deeper into sparkly territory. ”
Kiya K: Dollification if you ask me means the creating of an individual into a doll, primarily in a visual method, but additionally there was this going to the mind-set of the doll,
Aswell, therefore the playing away from situations through roleplaying too. Roleplaying is generally done in pairs, though individuals who identify as ‘living dolls’ undoubtedly meet up just to exist, though that’s maybe not so much what dollification implies; dollification often relates to the becoming or making another develop into a doll or behave like a doll with kink overtones or implications.
HM: what sort of doll do you really like being?
KK: i believe for each and every doll, there was a various doll to be. Dolls are diverse. Dolls are multifaceted. Dolls evolve. They appear to be more available to changing and growing than all the people. I’m not really certain to understand where to start to resolve issue.
Like chocolate hot fudge over ice cream with a maraschino cherry on top – yummmm if you mean stylistically, being a doll and an abiding interest in Lolita and Harajuku4 -inspired, over-the-top, and queer femme influenced style go together for me. I will elaborate: Lolita fashion talks in my experience as a mode this is certainly about pursuing ideals of design, femininity, and beauty that draws for a diverse array of influences. A few of the fashion and exactly how it really is documented may project just about sexiness, however it’s undoubtedly about pressing boundaries for me personally.
Another means to respond to issue: I’m a switchy, sensitive and painful, compassionate, often dominating, often submissive, frequently receptive, often powerful, often delicate doll with a powerful feeling of by by by herself. You won’t locate a compliant replicant over here. I will be adept at an array of abilities and strategies, both to generate and get of solution to those that I consider safe for me personally to allow my guard down around.
HM: Has this changed as time passes?
KK: There is an development. Additionally, the people who i will be a doll with impact just exactly just how this unfolds. Sorry we don’t here have more details.
HM: would you remember just exactly just how it started for you personally?
KK: we dated a person who often recognized as a doll. She introduced me personally to Lolita fashion too. Both of us involved in dollification roleplaying. Then, perhaps perhaps not long after, I dated somebody else who was simply into dollification, too. It’s a pretty common thing, now, in my own relationships. I’dn’t be astonished if We mostly date people that are into some aspect or even one other of dollifcation for the others of my entire life.
It’s very liberating to be always a doll, to look at this mind-set and live into this role- play to be an even more creation that is perfect.
HM: Is it one thing you are doing along with other individuals now? Do an‘owner is had by you’ or even other dolls?
KK: Yeah, when I stated, there was defnitely a residential district of individuals, some into more the fashion and lifestyle part of Lolita, plus some those who are more to the roleplaying and energy trade aspects that draw upon and enact kink / BDSM methods. It’s about living in an elevated framework of understanding and presence, i do believe.
We don’t have actually an owner, but I’m open to using an owner, 1 day. I’m also open to buying other dolls, certain. Surviving in a doll house or apartment with other dolls is the most readily useful.
HM: Can the process is described by you of the manner in which you transform into a doll?
KK: i will be always a doll.
HM: Something I’m specially thinking about is exactly how an individual might replace the real method they move and act actually if they are doll. Like, would you be nevertheless or as an example?
KK: No. Perhaps many people try this, however for me personally, being truly a doll that is living about being just like a replicant from Blade Runner. I’m self- mindful, We have actually emotions and ideas. We worry being switched off completely, 1 day.
HM: and it is here an alternative state that is mental you may be a doll? What exactly is that like?
KK: Well, sure, nonetheless it varies according to the people I’m with, the environment.
HM: what’s the selling point of being truly a doll?
KK: I’ve talked about two things: It’s very liberating to be always a doll, to consider the mind-set and live into role-play to be an even more perfect creation. Then there’s the element of changing my own body to be an improved doll. I will be increasing funds to own facial cosmetic surgery, breast augmentation, plus some liposuction and fat grafting, along with possibly modification to my sound foot sex and bone tissue size decrease, because the technology arrives and will be properly implemented. I am getting my ears pointed by Samppa von Cyborg in April in Europe. This might be most likely where I’m somewhat different than a number of the Lolitas and much more just like the bimbofication crowd that is#plasticfantastic. Also myself aspiring to bimbofy myself, here our interests overlap in plastic surgery and body modification though I don’t completely consider.